date:17/2/2009
time:12:33pm

hi... ever heard of the phrase"if u tried your best", doesn't matter.... u will have no regrets"... recenlty ...i had this cause in life....this cause that make it happen.. willing to trade years of my life ...or rather verything i could to make it work ..... i seriously give my all...till the point that i am obsessed....i'm crazy over it....the cause didn't work out... making me sad and mad.....but did i try my best on it??everything i possibly could...very bit single of my energy ....my studies , my energy,my effort....i hold nothing back .... so i rem the above phrase.... i tried my best .... results doesn't matter... no regret....easier say den done.... but a very very true phrase indeed....trying to archive tt...
and here is another realisation .... and that the "word" " cherish"...alot of pple took alots of things for granted.... for eg... if ur parents/grandparents wash/fold your clothes for u... have u ever stopped and wonder its actually a very nice act?or u know...whoever besides you... who do nice things for u...did u think u r cherishing it enough?cos pple always cherish after losing something.. if a stranger does it for u.... u will feel ps n feel that the stranger is super gd....but when it comes to someone close....its natural that u took it for granted....so in the end....the gratitude to tt stranger who does it once is much more den someone close to u who does it veryday....isn't tt werid?i hereby asked veryone to think about it and show to ppl ard u...i myself in this learning ladder of cherish... i want to cherish verything i have .... sometimes what u wanted is actually what u have and not what u are tt frantically charsing after yah?don't fall into the" green is greener" on the other side trap?wow is was so touching that just now i went to seen chengxi blog that he wrote all these words .... issit very nice and meaning words that asking us to cherish everything in life and don't treat pple or frens as granted ....
bella